Not the smartest

The title is reflective of my understanding of global events… though seems to be an appropriate strap-line for many of us and for many of those in the political scene. Have they not read anything on how empires collapse. I’ve read a little but have also read the book that either they have not read or they think helps them ‘hasten the day of the Lord’s coming’ through initiating Armageddon (a place that does not even exist!). Read it politically and it does not take long to realise that there are contrasts of enormous proportions: the lion (such a favourite image for us Christian lot) is actually a lamb (and actually a diminutive – a ‘little lamb’: no more mentions of ‘lion’ in that book for the ‘lion’ we have heard about was always a lamb slain from the foundation of the world); beasts full of visible power… Life poured out or centralised power that takes life (Rev. 18:13 – last of the 28 ‘cargoes’ (7×4 = fullness of the world) is that of human lives). Imperial power – the few at the centre promising benefits to all who comply but the benefits flow back to the few at the top… and when looking for increased authority will claim (or be attributed) to act with divine authority. At that stage the writing is on the wall for all to read.

Last night a huge night in Hungary… and so a huge night in Europe. Last night quite big here too. Dreaming with discussions with regard to Orban, meeting (probably) the strongest theologian in Europe currently – a first for me. It kind of put last night’s elections into a theological space.

People choose right or left (or supposed centre) for many reasons but Scripture puts humanity at the centre – not economy, nor even foreign policy. I am in Deuteronomy at the moment and have just read a couple of days ago Deut. 15 that commands the relief of poverty as a major priority (the passage that Jesus quotes ‘the poor you will always have with you’ – it is a rebuke NOT an endorsement of the system…). This is why the economy is a top political aspect – if we pray ‘let your kingdom come’ – though not as put forth by the majority of politicians!

Immigration that knows no boundaries is indeed an issue, but the dehumanisation and demonising of the ‘stranger’ is a kingdom issue.

Some two years back Gayle had the most significant dream of her life (I reckon she has 3-4 every month that are clearly and specifically from God). In it the weight of responsibility came on Europe and how Europe responded to Palestine would prove vital. In the dream ultra-Zionist Christians went in one direction and believers (not anti-Semitic but anti-genocide) and humanists came together. At the same time one of the people cleanest with regard to power.abuse / hierarchy was present with a mushroom on his nose (culture that we are blind to in spite of being as obvious as the nose on our face). We ALL have blind areas – there is so much more of the emptying out of power to come.

If Europe could find a new way forward then the next element would be that of the economic system (and all we need do is read the current stats if we need convincing – one of the supposed strongest economies is so in debt that if spread out among the entire population would mean each individual owes over 100,000 (and add here whatever currency you wish: £, €, $). Unsustainable.

Deuteronomy 15.

Time will tell if the election result in Hungary is a move forward, but one aspect I have noticed in almost every area is when change comes there is often a rocking back and forth until something gives way.

Christendom – the claim to have God’s authority to vindicate our actions that are anti-humanitarian and in the process to centralise our (in our image) form of Christianity is over… however these past days I have been focused on an instructive verse in Revelation:

One of its [the beast rising out of the sea] heads seemed to have received a death blow, but its fatal wound had been healed. In amazement the whole earth followed the beast (Rev. 13:3).

Every beast that receives a mortal wound looks for a resurrection, a resurrection that prolongs the life. This is what we are seeing currently with regard to Christendom. But the wound is mortal, so it is time to state that in the key places… the key of all places of course as always is one’s own heart.

If we can do that, then the final part of the dream Gayle had can begin. Let the economy play with the children in the grass. Currently economies (primarily Western) sacrifice the future or present blessing – and see how that is biblicaly critiqued.

I consider that last night was big… big in the sense of a small step within Europe. Not at the level of a party that has demonised others as losing power they held for 16 years, but at the theological level of humanising:

Since there will never cease to be some in need on the earth, I therefore command you, ‘Open your hand to the poor and needy neighbor in your land.’

‘And who is my neighbour?’

Beyond the ‘quiet revival’

Approximately a year ago the Bible Society (UK) published a report from a reputable polling firm that strongly suggested that there was ‘A Quiet Revival’ taking place. Highly encouraging. They have now removed that from their site with the out-of-house company (YouGov) acknowledging that the survey was deeply flawed. Disappointing? Yes. And the Bible Society has honourably met it head on.

I am sure that many are disappointed as it would be awesome news to hear of people (particularly younger people who do not have a church background) coming to faith. There is nothing more valuable than being connected to the God of heaven and that relationship growing. And yet…

Here is a video I bumped into from a guy called Steve who is a YouTube blogger and who confesses that he is an atheist. Of course someone from the opposite ‘camp’ is going to be happy when the statistics are shown to be not accurate but his video is not vitriolic at any level… and it goes much deeper in its response. I recommend watching right through (or if not from 10:00 onwards) or if you wish read my comments below first.

For some time I have been advocating that we have to look to unlikely sources for the (prophetic) voice of God. We have been disappointed by the farce that has come out regarding some of the mainstream prophetic voices across the pond, but this does not mean God is silent.

Steve in the video exposes how ‘Christian faith’ has been colonised to serve an agenda that bears no resemblance to the agenda Jesus set out. How the term ‘Christian’ has become something other than what it was intended – so much so that Richard Dawkins (of ‘The God Delusion’ fame) is now a Christian – a ‘cultural Christian’, and still believes that the very idea of ‘God’ is a delusion!

Christendom is over (see the link I gave a few days ago to Jeff Fountain’s newsletter: The Constantine Trap) and yet there is a serious attempt in numerous settings to breathe new life into it. And beware we must be… the beasts among us have this ability to have the head wounded but come to life again – even if the life is only prolonged for a short period of time (so many smart insights in that book). There still needs to be vigilence – and for Gayle and I we plan with others a visit to Istanbul to at least to say ‘we are awake so still are keeping watch’. Hopefully with the others we might be able to say a little more than that.

If we can hold out against Christendom the next on the agenda is mammon – hence it is not surprising that so much is being shaken right now. (Money is not mammon, but mammon has colonised money… the colonisation of Christianity to an agenda as outlined in the video is a parallel example.)

I am both disappointed that the ‘quiet revival’ is not as claimed… and also not disappointed as we have to go deeper. We are not here to be satisfied with a pat on the back that indicates that at last we are proved right. There is so much more.

Tomorrow (mañana – means something like tomorrow, or perhaps some time in the future) I plan to put up a video to go along with my paper on ‘All Israel will be saved’; part of what I have been reading in Rom. 11 is challenging as indeed it was in Paul’s day. A ‘hardening has come on part of Israel’ (not the same hardening as was on Pharaoh and more like an inability to see beyond)… but the part that has provoked me is what he follows it with: ‘so that…’ The so that in Paul’s day was so that the Gentiles could come in and in they came without submitting to the edicts of the Torah. Some (the majority) of Israel could not see it, but those with sight could see that God, as always, was at work way outside of the boxes they had previously drawn.

Disappointed? But I am asking ‘so that’? What is the ‘so that?’ that is taking place.

More to come that will disappoint us for this is not a short season. But atheists speaking truth and truth to power? Bring it on. There is more where that came from.

Christendom

I subscribe to Jeff Fountain’s weekly newsletter and this week his title was:

The Constantine Trap (Click on link to read the full newsletter).

Here are the headings (but I recommend a full read):

  • The first danger of a ‘Christian empire/nation’: Faith is shaped by power, not obedience.
  • The second danger: Faith becomes compulsory rather than voluntary.
  • The danger deepened: War itself was given sacred meaning.
  • The pattern repeats: Christianity becomes civilisational identity, not just personal faith.
  • The danger is exclusion: Outsiders are seen as threats to Christian identity, rather than neighbours to be loved.
  • The danger is clear and present: Christianity has become weaponised to ‘make America great’ rather than to offer freedom to all peoples.

A nation may be shaped by Christian values—justice, truth, dignity, compassion—but it cannot be Christian in the way individuals or communities can. The state wields power. 

Following Jesus Christ, the church must be the state’s conscience. Not merely its chaplain.

Power Out

Gayle has been writing this morning and I asked if I could post it here.


Invitation?
Requirement?

In the most guttural sense and particularly in the current global state of war war war, run by mad men, we are crying out for POWER OUT and for a power out-age. (A continuation from the time in Spain when all power went out for days after rolling up the Europe map..)

There is an awareness that the earth here (everywhere) is asking us to empty out power (by which I mean power over other) and that we have a window of time for this.

As we have been tracking with the feminine story here (Sicily) we felt the Eden soil – under all the spirits of victim, wrong protector, and rage oppressor/manipulator, (as well as probably other things🤷‍♀️) – wanting to stand open and vulnerable. Historically each time that has manifested she has been raped, martyred, deified etc etc. Yet still it is the heart cry. For a different outcome and to do this really, the true masculine also needs to show up. Vulnerable also. This will change systems.

Power power power is on full display right now.

The emptying out of power (kenosis – see Roger’s work on this) is our only chance. The dream where I plead with Mr Banks to take off the suit and go play with the children. Empty out power. We are in intercession to see this part of the dream come through. This is at a systems level.

Like we all know systems can’t change unless we change at a personal level. But the invitation? requirement? is where there is power and who has it to empty it out.

The thing with power is we don’t always know we have it. We’re often blind.

Jesus came as a man, why? To empty out power. He lifts women up. Created space for them in a society that didn’t. If he had come as a woman he couldn’t have done that.

Comes as a Jew. Why? To empty out Jewishness. To include Gentiles. He had to come as a Jew to do that. A gentile could not have emptied out that power.

Power out.

So I have agency. I do. For what is in my power. My attitude, my stance, my behavior etc etc. But to change the overall in-the-world-power-imbalance , I don’t think I’m wrong in saying that it needs those with power to empty out power. And that includes me, privileged as I am. And that when this is done collaboratively it undoes the wrong.
And that will change systems.

The problem is when we don’t see the power. How can it be emptied out when it is not acknowledged or seen? The rich and the poor. The poor have agency but they can’t change the system without the rich emptying out power.

Black people in the civil rights era had agency but it needed white people to stand with them and empty out power to get the laws changed etc. This injustice is far from over still. Men and women…The US female hockey team have agency, they used it to not go to the White House and to speak out. But how much quicker would change come if the male hockey team had done that as well? Spoken up and emptied out their power to stand with the women? Can it actually change for women without that kind of response from men?

What about the trans community and all those expressing different sexuality or none?

And of course there’s animals and creation. How we use power over them.

Not perfect… but be as perfect as…

Here is a good word from Jesus, a word to put us in our place:

Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect (Matt. 5:48).

Well not much of a hope with that one. Talk about falling short, and (if you don’t mind Jesus) just a tad unrealistic. Reading this the other day a little slower so that I did not just jump over it as if it is one of those Scriptures just simply to ignore I thought about the context, and that gave a different slant to it.

Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you… For if you love those who love you, what reward do you have? Do not even the tax collectors do the same? And if you greet only your brothers and sisters, what more are you doing than others? Do not even the gentiles do the same? 

I suspect that is the perfection that Jesus is referring to. Embracing the ‘other’, loving (orientation and action), praying for… etc.

Attainable? I think we can realistically go a long way toward that, and maybe more challenging than some idea of a set of standards. Pushes us toward Paul’s confession that although he was righteous according to the law, he was the ‘chief of sinners’. All-but-perfect…but not perfect as God, the heavenly Father. Maybe hard to implement on the global political scene but it certainly will never be implemented there if those who claim to follow Jesus do not align with those values.

At a time of scandals being exposed within the body of Christ (keep your seat belts on, us charismatics) and beyond, honesty and humility need be the clothing we pull out of the wardrobe. Back in the day I was asked who is your ‘prophetic’ hero and of course it was either Elijah or John the Baptist. Give everything a healthy old kick and never acknowledge that my toe was bleeding. I probably don’t have time to answer such a question today but have been thinking a bit about Elisha (a few troubling elements in his behaviour such as the call some bears out of the woods ‘trick’!!!). Elisha: crazy levels of revelation, and radical honesty when blind.

Gehazi (his servant) ran after Naaman and deceitfully gained some gifts, but Elisha went with him (in Spirit). Revelation!

He went in and stood before his master, and Elisha said to him, “Where have you been, Gehazi?” He answered, “Your servant has not gone anywhere at all.” But he said to him, “Did I not go with you in spirit when someone left his chariot to meet you? (2 Kings 5:25,26).

The king of Aram was somewhat annoyed, suspecting a traitor but the situation was that Elisha had a major heads up on what was being planned in secret:

The mind of the king of Aram was greatly perturbed because of this; he called his officers and said to them, “Now tell me: Who among us is betraying us to[b] the king of Israel?” 12 Then one of his officers said, “No one, my lord king. It is Elisha, the prophet in Israel, who tells the king of Israel the words that you speak in your bedchamber.” (2 Kings 6:11,12).

Then we have the situation where the ‘Shunammite’ woman came in great distress after her son had died. Anyone who has some measure of prophetic gifting could have made a good stab at it… ‘I pray for this woman who is in great distress, she has encountered great pain’ (and then if ‘cheating’ watch the body language – I do think that is cheating!! – and push on) ‘within her home…’ and maybe even eventually get to ‘her son’! (A little bit of exaggerating description in there but hopefully I get a point across.) Mr. mature prophet Elisha could have done with some mentoring as we go on to read:

When the man of God saw her coming, he said to Gehazi his servant, “Look, there is the Shunammite woman; run at once to meet her and say to her: Are you all right? Is your husband all right? Is the child all right?” She answered, “It is all right.” When she came to the man of God at the mountain, she caught hold of his feet. Gehazi approached to push her away, but the man of God said, “Let her alone, for she is in bitter distress; the Lord has hidden it from me and has not told me.” (2 Kings 4:25-27).

Honest and not very impressive… but honest and life-giving for the boy is raised from the dead.

Be perfect… be honest… be humble… be ignorant… embrace others…

1998 – 2025

The map above shows the early Roman Empire and helpfully for this post is marked in red! Sicily is the football at the toe of Italy, the largest island in the Mediterranean, and pretty much in the middle. In history taking the island and colonising it became very strategic as from there so much could be controlled. It was the first colony of the republic of Rome (republic pre-dated empire but does not mean Rome did not act in Imperial ways).

I have been reflecting on a vision I had in 1998 of late, but first. Convictions and hopes / expectations. Convictions are deep, so John the Revelator saw Babylon collapse and the merchants weep at its collapse. I don’t know how John would have responded if we asked him – so when will this happen? Will it be in your life-time? Will it happen prior to the return of your Lord or when your Lord ‘appears’?

I don’t know what he would have said, and not sure he would know himself. Agnosticism of such things is awesome. He knew (and we are to know) that there is final outcome when the kingdoms of this world become the kingdom of our Lord and Christ. He knew to pray ‘let your kingdom come… on earth as in heaven’. I don’t think we will be judged on what happened in our life-time but what future we sowed into. In the academic world I believe there is some recovery of what I term the ‘Pauline gospel’ which in summary has to be rooted in Caesar in Rome is not lord of lords nor king of kings nor offers peace on earth, but the crucified Jewish Messiah who has been raised from the dead is all the above and hence there is an invitation to be ‘in Messiah’ where the divides of Jew and Greek, male and female, slave and free no longer count for anything. Paul with his logical language and John with his apocalyptic imagery (cartoons) are in agreement. Martin Luther King was in agreement – I have a dream… and thankfully many others have come in the same spirit. Paul, John, MLK all have a long term vision. Will it happen in your life-time. I think the response is ‘I don’t know but that is not my concern… my concern is whether I have sown in that direction’.

The future is not arrived at from today. Not in Scripture as I read it. 2026 will arrive in x-number of hours, but the future might or might not arrive then.

Back in the day coming from the fires of ‘Marsham Street’ I was motivated to ‘sow seeds for revival’ in as many places as would have me. The Welsh revival of 1904 was a motivating factor and I spent probably 6 months in Wales over the next few years. I had the privilege of being the speaker on the last anniversary in the 20th century in Moriah chapel, Loughor (Oct. 31) the place that is credited with the outbreak of ‘revival’. Prior to that I had a vision that I will outline, but have re-visited it since. Visions of the future meet us where we are and inevitably we interpret them from where we are. The visitation of Jesus did not easily fit with the expectation of the day but it was the fulfilment of the hopes that generations had carried.

In 1998 I had a major (for me) vision while in Wales. At the time I had a simple line to the future – something along the lines of a ‘Welsh revival’ would unfold. Today I hold to what I saw but ‘re-vision’ it. And in my life-time? I hope I remain agnostic but hope even deeper that I continue to be pushing for the future. What I saw was a wild-fire in Wales that could not be domesticated. It was not a fire in a fireplace that felt nice on a cold day, but a fire that was not safe, nor controllable. The fire just crossed the border to England but basically jumped England. It jumped and appeared in South Spain. It then went all around the northern Mediterranean until it came to Greece. There it stopped. When that stopped it then began in north Africa and went round the Southern part of the Med. When it came to roughly due south of Italy, the fire began to move again in Greece and move eastward as well as continuing in north Africa. Both then began to flow with a meeting point in the Middle East (and today I ask Gaza?????).

I did not connect it at all to the Roman Empire but when I saw the above map it was exactly as I saw it.
That radical uncontrollable wild fire can only be if Christendom is not a factor / dismantled / disempowered. True indigenous culture develops in the context of a multi-cultural setting, blah blah blah. I wrote recently that ‘Jesus-aligned-followers’ are vital – acting as leaven / catalysts for those who know how to release wild-fire.

Now we are in Sicily, right in the centre of the map I put above; an old map of Europe that shows Europe like a queen has Sicily as an orb with the cross over the top. The orb is the symbol of the world and the cross the symbol (in that context) of christendom (in this sign you will conquer). Back a while ago we visited both the burial place of Franco that had the largest cross of its type erected above it and then visited his birth home to pray. The cross has been colonised by powers, but the cross dismantled the powers! Today we visited the famous valley of temples in Agrigento – magnificient temples raised to Zeus and a hundred other gods. How radical was the gospel of the crucified Jesus who demonstrated that the Living God did not live in temples made by hands. Paul’s gospel did not have a comfortable environment, and perhaps any recovery of that gospel will require a similar resistant environment, for any recovery of the Pauline gospel can only be a first step. The second has to be believers in that gospel!

I have much more to reflect on our journey thus far. It is a learning curve for the significantly-ignorant such as I, and perhaps the biggest changes that are necessary are in me. So hopefully we will sow something of the future into Sicily so that she is kicked into play (Gayle’s phrase) and something spreads in Europe for the sake of our world. In my life-time? I hope I continue to say ‘not a clue’. But between 98 and 2025 there have been huge shifts in me, but I continue to say – let the wild-fire come and let those who know how to spread it rise. We are hearing such voices and most of them are not within the four walls.

Round the world trip

Perspectives… we all have them, the challenge to faith is being faithful to our perspectives while being open to change. Here is a little follow up to the 12 years of the woman being sick and the resurrection of the 12 year old girl. Christendom. A major change takes place with the conversion of Constantine and the ‘in this sign you will conquer’. The cross of Jesus – self sacrifice, peace through his death becomes the sacrifice of others and peace through inflicting death on others; the irony of the temple of peace (Pax) being built in Rome on the field dedicated to the god of war (Mars). Peace, the Pax Romana, held together through victory on the battle field. What is termed the myth of redemptive violence… and the path that all Imperial structures have followed ever since. The eschatological vision of Scripture is of turning the sword to plough shares. I appreciate we live in the ‘real world’, the world of compromise, but the compromise we are to be involved in is ‘redemptive compromise’, in other words compromise today so that tomorrow might look more like the eschatological future. When we have the cross colonised to defend violence we have a major problem.With this sign!!

God is a compromiser. I know that cos he walks with me. That is a level of extreme compromise. But God is a redemptive compromiser. That God has worked within the confines of Christendom is clear, and we see the same process in Scripture – give us a king… they are rejecting me… OK bring me Saul and I will anoint him. I am grateful (understatement) for the power of the gospel which has made such a difference throughout the globe; the gospel is like seed but so often it has gone out inside the bag of Christendom, thus the drive for ‘apparent’ Christian legislation (though I don’t recall legislation that touches on anger, greed, sexism etc). I am a big believer that the body of Christ is to be the authority on earth – but the authority we have is NOT over people, but over the power of the enemy, that power manifesting as the dehumanisation of humanity.

My take then is that for a real advance Christendom has to be abandonned; we have to walk away from going back to the good old days, and advancing toward the manifestation of love and embrace.

In the first post on Europe I suggested that our theology shapes our perspectives – particularly our theology of God and of eschatology. If God is ‘sovereign’ whose reign is maintained through power and force that will shape our theology. If so the incarnation and the cross becomes some sort of temporary aberration rather than ‘the fullness of deity dwelling bodily’ in Jesus. If our eschatology is shaped around events rather a Person often the events become the focus! Adrio König wrote a book ‘The eclipse of Christ in Eschatology? (I might have the title slightly wrong as that is from memory); sadly true. Armageddon; restore the land even if genocide is part of the process etc.

So much of ‘popular’ eschatology feeds knowledge (same driving force as to why someone might read a horoscope); that drive I do not find in the NT.

If someone lives outside of that initial cradle for the gospel (Europe) they need to live out their life in that context; mine is here, hence I have to shape my hope based on the cross in this context. My hope is that we can embrace the end of an era, dig deep and discover that maybe we are closer to a NT context (muti-faith, multi-cultural) and so might find that the gospel is better having been shed of the Christendom clothing. It is not longing for the ancient past (shipwrecks, beatings, crucifixion, martyrdom – not my ‘hope’!) but a desire for a future that will enable there to be a push around the globe. Rejoice wherever we see people come to faith, but I suspect the train carriages will follow where we have gone. And take seriously the need to find a new path into the future even if we are labelled ‘post-Christian, secular’ Europe.

I am certainly not saying that the path will be easy and there might be marginalisation in the process. The desert is the place… it was the place that Jesus was offered economic, political and a religious framework. Turned down and returned in the power of the Spirit.

Young people… 55 and above

I had an interesting day yesterday. The first three emails I received and replied to were from people I either rarely hear from or never hear from. The first was from the wife of a couple who were the first people in 1997 to invite Sue and myself to a meal when we had moved into Cobham. (We were not married yet so had meals with our respective hosts: Ralph and Ruth, Richard and Linda… but Rosemary and Rob were the first to invite us outside of our hosts.) I probably have not seen / talked to Rosemary in 25 years. The second email was from a very gracious minister who has worked across Baptist churches (and beyond) and is somewhat restricted with respect to how much travel can now be done. The third email was to let me know that her father at 91 had recently passed away. Kitt was someone I met on a few occasions and was always impacted by his humility and desire to be always moving forward.

History impacting the present. Rewards from heaven for those who have been faithful. And impacts in my life. I wish to be faithful to leave a mark for others who are younger or more recently on the trail of following Jesus, but I also seek to keep my eye on those who are further along the journey and honour their faithfulness (an early email this morning I received was from a couple who are ‘celebrating their 40th wedding anniversary this year’).

By the time I was replying to those three emails I recalled (and I have written about this elsewhere) that in 1991 I was in South Africa at Easter and one morning ‘saw’ a number of things to come. One was a sizeable number of young people who had caught the fire of God (not surprising as there was much talk of an army of ’11th hour workers’) but what caught my attention was that alongside this was a whole group of those who were 55 years old and above. The group might not have been the same size but it was certainly equally,and probably more, effective. Those people were mixed. Some had ‘early retirement’, some had been content to be attenders, others had thought that they were now too far through their lives to make a difference in our planet… but they all had the same element in common. They had recognised they had one life and whether the years remaining were short or long they were repositioning themselves and for many their latter years were more effective than all those years that had gone before.

I appreciate post 55, and certainly post 65, our energy levels drop, other challenges come in to slow us down and restrict us. But… if we are not looking for the public profile there will always be accidental and deliberate ‘cups of cold water’ and ‘2 coins in the treasury’ that can be done. I have been meditating on Paul (I call him a friend much to Judith’s amusement!) being dragged out of the city and left for dead. If we were to shrink the passage we would read, ‘dragged out… got up and went back in’. Love that.

Time for those of us not so young to find out what that might mean for us.

A number of people who are roughly my age (55+) have said to me recently ‘why can’t we do…’ In other words it is a mindset shift that has been provoked in them.

I have been frustrated (ask Gayle) why the average of those who join me on Zoom meetings is around 105 years old (ask Gayle I never exaggerate) – where are the 23 year olds I ask. They might come; they might not come. But what a resource for kingdom involvement is present with those who can only just remember what 23 looked like.

I honour those who have walked this path before and have gone on to receive a reward; I desire to see those who are 23 carrying a level of maturity that maybe a 46 year old and who have no fear; but I also see that now is an opportunity for the breath of heaven come to those who are no longer 23 but still have time left.

Got to make sure I have some cold water and am ready to deposit those coins.

A month of preparation

October 6th… plan November 1,2,3 (?) having loaded up the van drive north into France, take a slight detour, then south, south, south to further south than the north of Africa, cross some water and enter the land of Sicily. Our plans are moving and we think we will probably be there for around 6 months.

Although most of the readers of this blog will be aware of our plans I thought I will simply try and give over a few posts some background and any insight that come this way as we plan.

The wonderful aspect about life is it is very personal and from a faith perspective there are as many paths as there individuals as far as following Christ. So these posts are simply personal perspectives.

Where to start? We are in Oliva, an hour south of Valencia and came here as a result of two dreams Gayle had. At the time we were living in Cadiz, south-west Spain and had no sight on this area at all. In one dream Gayle was showing someone where we lived saying, we no longer live in San Isidro (our address in Cadiz) and then she opened her computer and typed in ‘Azahar’ – not knowing that it was a Spanish word (orange blossom). In the morning she typed out what she remembered and lo and behold it was a genuine Spanish word.

Here are two images from google maps – we live right in between these two signs – one is 800 metres in one direction and the second 800 metres in the other direction.

Second from bottom: ‘Azahar’ – pointing in the direction of our apartment
Bottom on sign: ‘Azahar’ – pointing back toward out apartment

So to Oliva we came in March, 2014. Being somewhat nomadic it is quite a surprise we are still based here in 2025. 2017 we also managed to obtain an apartment in Madrid, having prayed for some time that ‘you have given us the lower springs, now also give us the upper springs’. We much later discovered that here at sea level (‘lower’) that the water table is high as a result of underground springs flowing from the centre of Spain to the sea; Madrid seems to be from old Arabic meaning ‘place of many springs’ and is the highest capital city in Europe. I don’t write the above to point anywhere other than God is remarkable and that is the way we have been led / others will have a different story.

We have had many wonderful days in Madrid – what a city. There we have joined protests on the street, but particularly focused on praying for the government and for the judiciary. When looking for an apartment there we were always short of finance and into that mix a German prophet (Michael Schiffmann) said to us that ‘the place you are looking for is bigger than you think’. Well, if short by x amount we thought we will look for something bigger. If we are short we are short! Nothing connected.

We then spent sometime praying over the area we felt where we should land (we had been visiting Madrid for some 9 years by this stage) and one day we were there with Roger and Sue Mitchell. Roger announced that we are just about to come to a marker, a sanctuary (might be good or bad). We rounded a corner and there was San Lorenzo church – we walked in and the first thing on the wall was his date of matyrdom: 10th August 258 at the instruction of the Emperor. My DOB! We like San Lorenzo, and had painted on our last van ‘furgo de San Lorenzo’ – other than I put ‘el furgo’ when it should have been la furgo (furgo short for furgoneta, feminine; the abbreviation threw me!).

[San Lorenzo did not appease the emperor, and his preaching rather annoyed him Eventually the emperor summoned him and gave him a date on which he was to bring the riches of the church with him. He duly did this bringing the disenfranchised, the blind, beggars, widows et al. He announced that this was where the riches of God was manifest. Surprisingly this did not connect with the emperor who ordered him to be burnt at the stake!.]

Then one day we walked into, shall we say, a little challenged apartment in Madrid that no-one seemed to want to buy, and as we walked in we both saw something… we can get the entire government and judiciary in here. The problem was not the size of apartment; the problem was our thinking -‘ bigger than you think‘.

I go back to Madrid next week with one last act before leaving for Sicily. I want to walk the circumference of the city to make sure the government and judiciary do not escape!!! (Like I can really do that… ah well at least I can sow in that direction.) Madrid has been our place for Spain… some while back Gayle asked me about any desire I might have to accompany her on a far eastern trip – the question was helpful for it made me realise my focus is Europe; the old ‘lady’ will and must receive new life. So after walking and then making our way to Sicily? No idea.

Currently clueless of Oliva, soon to be clueless in Sicily.

I will follow up with a little more of this journey of ours with the hope that it will do more than inform but encourage anyone who reads with respect to their unique adventure in life.

Divided we stand

On one side or on the other? Some years back Gayle and I were advised (strongly advised = all but commanded) to get guns. The one who told us was a house-hold name in the Christian world. We waited for the punch line as obviously this was a joke. No punch line came, but an explanation for the advice. Apparently as we lived in Spain we were in mortal danger of Islam entering the land and bringing our lives to an end, hence the nation (and us) needed defending and we should be prepared to do this apparently as our Christian duty. I replied with that if this was connected to the ‘success’ of the gospel and this terrible vision of the future unfolded then no guns should be found in our hands and it is we who might have to lay down our lives. Not satisfied with this response the person with considerable exasperation in their voice said that if we would not enter into the fray that if they were any way close at the time they would undertake to do the necessary killings.

OOOOOFFFFF!

Defend the faith at all counts. Yet…

Jesus said, “My kingdom does not belong to this world; if my kingdom belonged to this world, my followers would fight to keep me from being handed over to the Jewish authorities. No, my kingdom does not belong here!”

My followers would fight… if.

There is a desperate battle currently not for the preservation of the Christian faith but for the preservation of Christendom (and the oxymoric term ‘Christian nation); Christendom which is centred on the use of power for ‘good’. I am not a reader of Lord of the Rings but in that story there is a very poignant character ‘Boromir’ who wants to use the ring’s power but only for good.

So deceptive. Imagine if we had the ear of the key politicians; imagine what we could do if we had an endless source of finances… or imagine if Jesus could have used the efficiency and reach of the Roman Empire of his day? [And that is one of the explanations used for Jesus coming at ‘the fullness of times’ – a reason that only a pro-Christendom reading could come up with a being the core understanding of that phrase!]

And…?

It is exactly that offer that Jesus turned down. The devil showed him the kingdoms of the oikoumene and was told that those could be his to use for eternal ‘good’. (For the use of oikoumene for Roman Empire see an earlier post.) Or in Tolkien language – take the ring and use it for good.

I do believe we are facing global crises; the hegemony of the West is coming to a close… but the biggest crisis of all is with regard to our faith. The path ahead is not an easy one but the biggest crisis now is whether the ring being taken for good dictates the future of our faith. The ring has to be rejected if we are to be the truly redeeming agent in the world. Challenged but also optimistic that we stand at the entry door to an amazing future – the end of an era or the beginning of a new one. Brave (and probably marginalised) vision for the future. Poets, artists lead the way.

Perspectives